My frenz and I , both had someone in our heart whom we cared most . My frenz was so lucky that she is in the same class as the person whom she liked but me , the person I cared wasn't in the same class as me as he was not in the " Through Train " programme . Not be able to see someone whom u had cared so much was such a torture but what more can I say , I can't went back to the past and told him to work harder nor could I change the truth . Now , all I could do is to try my best to look out for him whenever I was alone or with my frenz whom I can trust with ... As my frenz will help me to look out for the person and I will try my best to help her to talk to the person she cared .
Think of another way , I am much more luckier than my frenz . At least , the person I cared would play , talk with me but hers would nt even look at her much to say talk to her . The person she cared , play with the whole class classmate , even me was included but yet he did not play with her even though she could be just standing beside him ... Stop all this talking , let me tell you abt the class I will be in next year ...
The class I will be in next year is formed by student coming from different NA classes , quite a few numbers of student in this programme comes from my class which makes me feel comfortable as seeing familier faces in the class can benefit me . As I am not quite gd at making frenz from different classes as I can bring myself to speak when I faces them , it will be a new challenge for me next year as I can be spending the rest of my sch year with them . I had to learn to communicate with them and be frenz with them , I dun know why I wasn't able to be frenz from other classes , maybe a sense of insecurity was them , making me feel very tensed not easy to express my feelings . Normally , I will be very quiet when I met with this kind of question but I can oso make frenz in a very short time , hope that it will not be too difficult for me .
In the is stream , its oso a new challenge for me on subject and homework . I had to work harder , in order I would not fall out from this stream and I had no more tuition so that i could only depend on myself whether is on homework or frenzship .
